LOVED YOU, HATED YOU Now available on Amazon & Balboa Press
A gripping, emotionally layered novel exploring love, betrayal, and the hardest decision a woman can make.
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Gabby
Gabby’s life has always revolved around Goff—until a new presence next door shakes everything she thought she knew about love, loyalty, and herself. As past and possibility collide, she's forced to face not just two men… but two versions of the woman she could become.
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Gabby choose love or loyalty? Find out in Chapter 10 - FREE!!!
🎙️Podcast praise🎙️
"Nikki is a fearless storyteller whose novel Loved You, Hated You turns personal heartbreak into a powerful exploration of identity, resilience, and self-discovery. Her writing is raw, honest, and cinematic, offering readers both emotional depth and practical insights on reclaiming themselves after betrayal. Nikki’s work inspires reflection, healing, and creative empowerment."
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Nikki is a powerful woman and I felt empowered as I listened to her story. If you think you're stuck then this episode is a must listen.
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Nikki was such a brilliant guest to have on the podcast. Nikki was so interesting with such a great story. It was a great conversation and felt like I had known Nikki since forever. Nikki is so smart and talented in so many things she does, with such a great sense of humour and would be a top guest for any podcast she appears on. I'm really looking forward to Nikki coming back on the podcast in th
"Nikki is the coolest one in the room .. yet, she has been the most tested by the fires of live .. and she has emerged .. strong and full of a fresh perspective that is fulla inspiration. A creative force that will change minds and lives for all the dive into the proverbial story ..."
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"Nikki Allen was a breath of fresh air on our show. Her honesty about the realities of domestic violence and the kind of “love” that slowly erases you was eye-opening and deeply needed. She showed up with transparency, emotional depth, and a friendly presence that made the conversation safe and meaningful. She brings truth without blame, insight without judgment, and a creative strength shaped by
"Nikki was a powerful, tender guest who speaks straight to the hearts of women rebuilding themselves. Drawing from *Loved You, Hated You*, she named the quiet patterns that steal our voice and showed how to turn betrayal into creative power. She doesn’t talk at people she sits with them offering practical ways to reclaim identity with compassion and grit..."
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🪶About the author🪶
Nikki Allen
Nikki Allen brings a dynamic, multifaceted voice to her writing. With over three decades in the entertainment industry, her work spans music, film, television, and theater—giving her a deep understanding of storytelling and human emotion.
Her debut novel Loved You, Hated You explores themes of love, trauma, and self-discovery across multiple artistic mediums. Originally a song from her debut album, The One, the story evolved into a screenplay and now a powerful novel.
Nikki’s background as a songwriter and director shines through in her emotionally charged storytelling. From working behind the camera to commanding the stage, she crafts narratives that resonate. Her acting experience, early mentorship, and drama teacher’s insistence she belonged at Juilliard all shaped the artist she is today.
Authentic, raw, and emotionally rich—Nikki writes for those who feel deeply and aren’t afraid to face the truth.
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