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Enter Before The Last Bell

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Every Cathedral has its scripture. 

Before the sanctuary, there was the wound. "Loved You, Hated You" began as a melody on my debut album, The One, and grew into the novel that still speaks its truth today. Love, betrayal, and the long road back to self, from the same voice now building this cathedral in sound. 

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❤️‍🩹WHEN LOVE ISN’T SIMPLE…❤️‍🩹

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Gabby

   

 Gabby’s life has always revolved around Goff—until a new presence next door shakes everything she thought she knew about love, loyalty, and herself. As past and future possibility collide, she's forced to face not just two men… but two versions of the woman she could become.

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💔 When love cuts deep… the healing begins.  

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"Oh my God, my interview with Nikki felt more like a night out than a podcast interview! 😂 I genuinely could have spoken to her forever. She is so funny, down to earth, candid and completely real. There was no awkwardness, no polished answers, just such an easy, honest conversation that went absolutely everywhere. But underneath all the laughter, Nikki is incredibly inspiring. Her story, her stre

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"Damn! Nikki brings it! Full of charisma... and transparency and wisdom... she's the full package. I really enjoyed our conversation ... it was juicy and full of laughter... exactly what listeners want to hear... thank you! You're amazing!"


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"Nikki is the coolest one in the room .. yet, she has been the most tested by the fires of live .. and she has emerged .. strong and full of a fresh perspective that is fulla inspiration. A creative force that will change minds and lives for all the dive into the proverbial story ..." 


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"Nikki brings a beautiful authenticity to the conversation, sharing her story with honesty, strength, and heart. I especially appreciated her uplifting perspective on moving through difficulty. She has an infectious energy and a passionate commitment to giving back through her work. Her ability to transform pain into purpose made this an inspiring and deeply meaningful discussion for our audience.



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"Nikki brings raw honesty, emotional depth, and powerful storytelling to every conversation. Her journey of transforming heartbreak into creative expression is both courageous and deeply relatable. It's really a pleasure having her on the show."


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🪶About the author🪶

Nikki Allen

 

Nikki Allen brings a dynamic, multifaceted voice to her writing. With over three decades in the entertainment industry, her work spans music, film, television, and theater—giving her a deep understanding of storytelling and human emotion.

Her debut novel Loved You, Hated You explores themes of love, trauma, and self-discovery across multiple artistic mediums. Originally a song from her debut album, The One, the story evolved into a screenplay and now a powerful novel.

Nikki’s background as a songwriter and director shines through in her emotionally charged storytelling. From working behind the camera to commanding the stage, she crafts narratives that resonate. Her acting experience, early mentorship, and drama teacher’s insistence she belonged at Juilliard all shaped the artist she is today.

Authentic, raw, and emotionally rich—Nikki writes for those who feel deeply and aren’t afraid to face the truth.



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